So I sit and type
I don’t know
My heart is feeling so many things today
Frustration, Hurt, excitement, tiredness, expectation, strength, weakness
I remind myself that He is God
I am his child
Even when I hurt- he is there
Even when I don’t understand he does
I guess I can only equate it with Paul in Acts 16:17 – Where the scripture says that his spirit was stirred in him.
I have been so burdened by many things – so many
My heart has cried, rejoiced, hoped, been filled, and overwhelmed this past week with what the Lord has done. It would take pages to tell you all of the details.
The Lord is doing such a work with MK Ministries. It is overwhelming. What a difference 6 weeks makes.
We have 62 MKs coming to the Retreat.
We still need to find sponsors for 9 of them.
The way the Lord has moved in this- is mind blowing.
Today I sat and prayed and wept for these MKs
These unsung heroes
Who did not ask to be chosen
Did not ask to be often times miss-understood
Who don’t want to have to live 1000’s of miles from their familes
Who miss the land that they are not currently living in
But still smile
Who act like they fit in with any group
Who have a calling on their life
Who love fully
Who give of themselves
Who expect nothing in return.
These are the MKS that I think of daily
That I am obsessed with
That I will help
That I must help
That demand all of our help
That call out to me even as I sleep
That the enemy tells me HE has their souls
I remind him that they are HIS
That I will battle for them
Even at 11:42 at night
I will pray over them
Because they are His Children
They are my calling
They are MKs
There is no one like them